Life has been crazy lately. It has been full of ups and downs, both work related and personal life related. For the most part things are still going good for me and I am pretty happy. I am at a cross roads though, it more of uncertainty then anything. I am uncertain of my future. I am not sure what I want to do or where I want to be. I have a dream that I want to pursue but realistically I doubt I will ever be able to afford to. Oh how I love decisions.